yurlee’s Blog

This is my second day at ACSH.
from the fact that I can come here update my blog, u can tell that the job is not that intense at all maybe it’s because i just started, not much projects for me to do yet.
the working environment here is quite nice. people are really science/acdemic oriented (80% ppl here have Phd degree…wow…), and they don’t really spend a lot of time managing ppl. instead, it’s all based on trust and self-motivation. and everyone here gets their job done. like for my position, i don’t really have a boss to “report to”~ they don’t care what i’m doing everyday~ they don’t care if i take long lunches…. but i’m fully responsible for all print materials and websites. simple and straightforward. it really fits the way i worked as a freelancer. so… i guess so far so good.
just that school finals and dance rehersals and unfinished freelance projects are driving me nuts.

誰也別靠近    越清晰    越令人難為情誰也別靠近    別收集    無所謂的回憶

- 節選自陳珊妮 遠行

in two weeks:

- 盡力做完案子! let the clients get what they paid for!
- Secure the ACSH job. Don’t let this one fly away again!
- 雖然在跳舞表演中只是個小角色, 也要努力練習~ 撐過去!Be your own star and take over the stage!
- I know you have no time for finals, but…. U NEED TO FIND TIME TO STUDY! especially Statistics.

For this summer:

- 努力工作! be professional and always follow up on details!
- Finish my Master’s degree. Write a thesis that is really valuable to myself.
- 多多結交良師益友. Keep in touch with mentors.
- exercise! exercise! good health is everything!

好友 Zoe 交男朋友了窩!
祝她幸福 :)  看他們甜蜜的照片,真是羨死人啊!

而我呢?  終於下定決心focus on pushing myself forward.
can’t be like this anymore.

I know I said this many times~
but相信我寶貝~這次是真的! (<-當男人說這話時千萬不要輕信喔!)
感謝Zoe 的祝福~ 大家也為我加油吧!

看到林娟的 screen name "小人常立志   偉人立志長"

hum… 我是立志長耶~ 但決不是因為我立了什麼大志來拯救世界
只是因為……我太廢了連芝麻小"志"都不能實現
所以就拖的很長很長…….
小人可以常立志  因為常實現小志
那我起不連小人都不如?
嗚呼哀哉…….

當然我不想以偏概全~ 但省查我身邊的朋友
(大多是女性~ 所以以下論點不知道適不適用於男生?)
"老大症候群" 似乎比星座影響力還大!
蔓延在許多 長女們的血液中

我們固執的維持   堅強剛硬的外表
無謂的給自己不必要的壓力
好強   嘴硬   裝做不在乎
強烈的保護色包住自己 就怕暴露出自己的軟弱

比起較擅長撒嬌和表露情緒的老二
老大 其實是辛苦且脆弱的啊
老大  你是不是根本在做繭自搏?
為什麼沒有任性的勇氣?
看老二自由的心~ 要叛逆就叛逆~ 要耍賴就耍賴
豈不挺快樂乎?  活的豈不較忠於自我些~ 也健康些?

不過….老大是一種無形的榮譽感~
被拿來當榜樣~ 被信任~ 被委託更多的責任~
所以我想~ 老大症候群的帶原者也永不再甘心退居第二了
真是病入膏盲啊!

I want to thank you. what for?
for bringing me a brighter world
for understanding me like nobody ever did before
for giving me warmth at the right moments, and so many more
for cherishing our memories with stars and rainbows and christmas trees
for making wishes for me everytime your clock says three thirty three
for being my best friend, traveling with me through mountains and seas
and most importantly, thanks for loving me

無力的生活
呆滯的眼神
空洞的心靈
沒目標的廝混
無意義的思念
再加上每天十小時的睡眠

對! 就是本小姐我~ 不要懷疑!
天啊! 何時何人何處
才能激起我
本有的衝勁與對生命的熱誠?

何時何人何處?
我
無力無心找尋
只想被動的消極的
等待

ah~ weather so nice! made me want to take a walk to Magnolia, then sit in the small park eating yummy cup cakes and my banana pudding….. then wander around the small shops~~ ah~ so dreamy.  but i’m sitting in my apartment trying to start doing my tax return -____- (btw, who can help me with that? i’m totally clueless…>__<~ )

天啊! 我終於克服我眼珠恐懼症~ 第 一次戴上了恐怖的…..隱形眼鏡!!!!!
對我這種連眼藥水都不敢點的人而言~ 真是跨出了很大依不!!!
真佩服發明隱形眼鏡的人~ 當初怎會想到把一片薄薄的東西黏在眼球上? 很噁心噎~
線在我還停留在只會拿掉 不會帶上的階段
so hard… maybe i need to hire someone to put it on for me too hard for me….
how did you guys do it so easily? i don’t get it….